When I was making the final work, I began to design the image of the protagonist, whose appearance was the same as that of all ordinary boys, or even more emaciated. The big red coat seemed very empty on him, as weak and humble as his own character. As for the shooting, I chose to reverse the order of the technique, starting from the results of memories. So the first scene is that the protagonist is already standing on the roof looking into the distance, and the audience Shouting or accusing him looks like a monster in his eyes. He finally made up his mind and jumped. In the process of falling behind, he quickly recalled what he had experienced, the quarrels of his parents, the incomprehension of his friends, and the bullying he had experienced because of cowardice in school, which flashed through his mind. Just as life is a game, life is really short, maybe just a few seconds, just a few words of violence from others, is enough to end a person’s life.
I was under a lot of pressure when I create this animation. As a former victim of campus violence, I know very well that verbal violence can poison a person. Every link, every person around you and every word you say may become an accomplice to push people to despair. At that time, I wanted to give up my life like the protagonist in the cartoon, but in the end I didn’t because I wanted to be saved. So at the end of the story, I changed the ending, the protagonist was saved by his friend and got a warm smile.
In terms of animation creation software, I made a new attempt. Because I wanted to create pixel animation, I searched online specifically for pixel painting software and found many tutorials to learn this software. I tried Pixel Art at first, but I realized that not only did it not have the function of making frame animation, but the black edge of the canvas grid was too obvious, which would make the final picture not beautiful enough, so I did not choose it. Aseprite had significantly more features than Pixel Art and worked more like the flash I was familiar with, so I ended up choosing it The use of Aseprite was more complicated than I expected, and my tablet broke down during the learning process, so I had to use the cursor to continue drawing, which made the already tense plan more challenging, but I decided to continue. Luckily, I finally achieve it and the outcome is very satisfying to me.